My son soon became extremely emotional. He started talking and singing to himself, making repetitive sounds, looking out the car window with a blank stare at nothing and flapping his hands. This is the hardest part for me to write, this is the part I don't want to admit.
My sweet little boy became unable to control his emotions. He became very angry and had meltdown after meltdown. He told me "mommy, I don't know if I'm hungry, if I'm tired or if I'm thirsty", crying and crying. He wouldn't do school work or get dressed in the morning, it became almost impossible to get him into the bath. He complained of excruciating headaches for 4 weeks straight. In his previous 6 years of life, he never once had a headache.
I know that these shots did something to my son.
I AM his mother and I know him best. I was put on this earth to care for my children. I was given an instinctual ability to know how to care for my children.
I don't think we need to judge the millions of mothers who are convinced that after receiving a vaccine, their child changed.
In a country where tolerance is preached, I don't think we should judge parents who choose not to vaccinate. That's too bad for us though, because everyone else thinks its okay to judge us.